Wednesday, April 18, 2018

To help beyond belief

These current times are by far some of the most difficult moments of my life personally and I feel that he world around me is crumbling into pieces.

I have a friend who has a knack for getting into problems. This time around she found a way to put some Brazilians at her parents apartment with the intent of renting it to them but without doing any contract beforehand.
She needs to do this of course because she's into some dire financial situation of her own.
Now our hopes lie in the words of the Brazilians hoping that they will sign a contract and they will respect it until the end of the year. This helping to balance the cash flow problem that she has.

On another side, my mom is helping out her brother. he's very sick and he is not worthy of the care she's putting into helping him.
I find it sad that she is feeling so flustered so frustrated and so saddened by the way he dismisses this care by his own selfish actions like spending all this money and also by letting himself reach a point of no return, where all he has left is the care she can give him.
She is tired.
She is losing her own time.
How long must this go on?

I am helping both, but it's consuming me.
I am tired of this.

Grrr