To the one who loved me

Hello!

One day, you made me believe that happiness was just around the corner.
You were on that corner and smiled at me, as it I was the best vision you had.
You made me believe that I could fall and you would be there to catch me.
I fell for you and you let me drop life an old memory that no value.

Once someone told me that you were no more to me than an illusion and as such I had no real perception of you. However, my happiest memories were given by the real you. A real person who was there, who cherished my company.

For a moment, I was a god of emotion, of a beautiful emotion called love.
And when I let you in, you took it with you and throw it of a cliff, dismissing all that was being built.
Why?
There isn't any true explanation for what makes a love switch on or switch off, I guess the truthfulness of it all is that one day, perchance i dreamt of a better you and you decided to believe more in the illusion of the worse vision  you had of me.
Why not cherish the reality you had experience of me.

It is by far, easier to escape into the illusion than to deal with reality.
To keep it away, instead of being strong and face it together.

The notion of weak and strong is so relative, that one may appear the strong one, and ignore the weakness of his feelings and avoid to confront the truth.

I still believe, but i guess I never had you at hello! Even when I was your "better man".
The reality of today is grim and you are forever away from my possibilities.
You closed the door, because I had put so much over your shoulders.
I could see farther because I stood over the shoulders of a giant like you and knew that we could go far.
But when it was time to walk, I was left alone.

It is hard to recon that now.
I am a shadow of the person i once was.
In all good faith, I can say that this is just my eclipse and that I will rise one day, unfortunately it will not be with you by my side.

With my pain and resentment all I can wish you is the best for you and hopefully you may never endure the emptiness you left behind.

Thank you for the fond memories.
Please if you have any power left, please take away my sorrow and believe that love is for everyone, but this one was for you and you alone.