Now, I am on top of the world.
I believe I can do everything.
I feel extraordinarly happy.
My girl believes in me.
My world has a purpose.
I have plans that are very possible to execute.
It is quite interesting, how just 40 minutes ago, I was feeling sufocated in my anguish, provoked by a fear that I cannot understand.
What is it about this strange foe that lives in me?
What does it want?
Why is he attacking me so frequently?
And how can I defeat him?
Everytime, I am ok with myself, I can fight him off.
And I feel happy.
But sometimes, my defenses go low and I have no idea of what to do, and how to do deal with my self.
Just like that song...
"I just don't know what to do with myself"
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